Many Emotions

I'm sitting here 11:00 at night with so many thoughts going through my head.  I can't believe the time is finally here for us to go to Honduras.  We started working on this journey 5 years ago before we were even married.  After many obstacles and changes of plans, God is finally allowing us to go and live our dream.  But the excitement is grouped with a nervouseness of being in a new place (although it is not new to us, we have never lived there for more than a couple months), a sadness of saying good bye once again to family and friends, stress of trying to get everything crammed into 6 suitcases while only using 300 lbs along with the laundry list of last minute things we need to do before we arrive at the airport on Wednesday morning at 5:00.

Along with all of these things, I am thinking of my sweet girl as she once again has to move houses and change routines.  This trip has been hard on that sweet girl.  Just now, after being here a month, has she adjusted to being here.  At least she will be getting to spend a lot of time with kids who love her.

I am excited to work with Karen, yet a little aprehensive in not knowing exactly what my role is.  I am pumped to work with the kids, but worried of how Haley will adjust to my attention being devided. 

If you can't tell by these words, my thoughts are everywhere right now.  One thing I know for sure though, is that God is great and he is going to use us.